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MY LABOR EXPERIENCE~~

July 17th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

7 July 2008

Subuh: Bangun pagi tgk ade ‘show’. Blood like cair. Pegi toilet and cuci, boleh tgk ade show betul2 tu. Neves gak mase tu. Then , bitau mama. Mama kata “dah sgt dekat la tu.. ada sakit2 tak?”. AKu kata takde. Mmg tak rase apa2. Cm biase je.

Pagi : Dlm kul 10-11pg tu, rase mcm kuar sumthing. MMg kuar lagi lender+drh gelap. Sket je. Makin aku cfirm hari ni gak aku akan bsalin. Mama dh setiap minit dia sms tanye dah sakit ke belum. But still, aku tak rase apa2. Lepas tu, hari ni hubby g keje cm biase, then aku call, bitau he has to come back sb takut mase dh dekat.

Tghr:G check, tapi still no dilation. Balik rumah semula. Frust nye~~

Ptg: Rase nk kuar berjalan2. Ajak hubby g cari perabot rumah. Sb takut nnt dh bersalin nnt tak sempat nk g beli. Mase ni tak rase apa2 pun. Hehe. Then , g sri kembangan g beli perabot.

Magrib: Mase tgh pilih2 perabot tu, dah rase lain mcm, rase lenguh2 sgt kat bhgn pinggang. Sgt sakit yg tak leh tahan. Tapi still leh tgk2 perabot. Hahaha. Dh byr semua, set time delivery, terus g makan kat area kedai tadi. Ms makan, rase lagi sket2 sakit to. It comes and go.

mase ni dh rase sket2 contraction. hehe

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Kul 9 mlm: Balik rumah. Ade pulak sedara yg dtg. So..layan2 sket tetamu tu. Dah sakit2 pun leh layan tetamu.

Kul10 mlm. Masuk tido. Haaaaaaahh! Masa ni aku dh mule rase contraction! Ergh.. sakit dia susah nk digambarkan sb rase cm lenguh2 gitu. Hubby tanye nk g hospital tak? Aku kate, tak nak la..nnt g spital, tapi tak dilate, kene balik balik. Bagi sakit betul2, baru nk g.

Midnite : Masa ni, dh tak tahan.. hubby tanye mama, mcmn ni, “Nurul dh sakit2 nk kene g spital tak?” Then mama dtg tgk aku dlm bilik. Mase tu aku dh berpeluh. So terus g spital. Masuk kat spital, doc check, aku baru dilate 1cm ( dlm hati, apa? Baru satu1cm?? Ala….. tapi contraction sgt kuat. Doc yg check tu, terus call specialist ( doc yg aku book utk sambut baby), sama ada nk kene admit ward atau tidak. Malam tu, aku kene admit ( dlm hati YEAY!!).

8 JULY 2009

Kul 2.30 pg: Dh admit ward. As private ward, my hubby leh tido sama2. Mase ni, tinggal la aku & hubby dlm ward.

BERMULA LAH>> segala pengalaman menahan kesakitan. Kesian hubby..agaknye jari jari dia mcm nk patah kene ramas. Hahaha. Sorry bee… u knew and u saw how. Huhu~. The pain tu susah nk ckp mcmne. Hanya tuhan yg tahu. Mmg the whole nite tak leh tido. Segala ayat yg aku tau aku bace. Semoga Tuhan kurangkan kesakitan.

Awal subuh 8hb July, Nurse dtg buat ctg. Aku pun sempat tanye. “doctor dtg tgk sy kul brp nurse?”. Nuse jwb, pagi ni , dlm kul 8-9pg.

Kul 9pagi, Doc Amelia dtg tgk. Aku bitau dia yg aku sakit spjg malam. Then, dia check, aku dh dilate 3cm. So, dgn itu, dia kata dia akan pecahkan ketubanm and aku akan terus ke labor room. Ms ni, neves gile bile dia kate nk pecahkan ketuban. SEKALI LAGI>>>upacara pecahkan ketuban adalah satu lagi pengalaman yg agak trauma. Hehe. ( bukan nk takutkan sesape… tapi sakit betul!). RAse mcm banjir satu katil lepas dia pecah kan ketuban. Then, after beberapa ketika, aku dibw ke labor room . and hubby with me.

Dah masuk labor room, aku terus melawan kesakitan ni. Mmg tak agak kepenatan. Aku pulak tertunggu2 bile pakar bius nk dtg. Hehe.

Kul 1030pg, pakar bius dtg, dia pun buat la upacara masukkan tiub epidural. Dipendekkan cerite, 1st time masukkan epidural, aku takde terima kesan. Maksudnye, aku still rs contraction tu. So aku bitau doc, knp aku le hrs lagi? Sdgkan patutnye. After 20minit, sakit tu patut ilang. Then , doc try lagi skali. Kali kel ima juga, baru berkesan. Actually doc susah nak masukkan tiub ketempat yg betul sb tulang belakang aku bengkak ( rsnye sb aku terima beban besar spjg preg…).

LEpas setel epidural, Alhamdulillah… Siap senyum2 gitu.

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Muke sebelum jadi daddy

Masih boleh senyum. Hehe. Terima kasih epidural. You rock!!!

Masih boleh senyum. Hehe. Terima kasih epidural. You rock!!!

130tghr: Doc dtg, check. Wah dh 9cm! Very progressive! Pastu dia kate nt dia dtg balik at 2.30ptg. My heart was pumping so fast as i cant hardly wait to see my baby. Mase ni tak sakit sgt. Just rase sket contraction kat area atas perot. Sakit yg mule2tu dah ilang. I still can feel my legs tapi tak sakit kalau dicubit ke..apa ke.. And until that moment, hubby still with me. Sambil dia remindkan aku how to breath mase push push. Dlm mase tungu doc, nurse dtg monitor my condition and keluarkan air kencing.

2.45ptg : Doc Amelia dtg, did some check up on me. PAstu dia, dia kate, aku dh ready utk push as baby’s head dah betul2 kat jalan. Hehe. I’m very happy. So, dia ajar kejap how to breath. Almaklum, she knew, aku tak pernah pergi kelas push push pon. Ngeh ngeh. Hubby was sitting by my side.

He always with me. I love you so much hubby daddy!

He always with me. I love you so much hubby daddy!

3.00ptg: Now, i’m start to push. Hubby was my coach. He hold my hand and his other hand hold my head while i’m pushing out the baby. It washard tapi bile diingatkan balik, seronok juga. Baby’s head mase tu not really in proper position, so doc have to turn a bit his head by kiwi vacuum. Then , i keep on pushing.

3.15ptg :In 15mins, my baby came out form me. Ohh..it was a big relief. Mcm …em..tak tahu nk cakap pe. TArik je kuar, doc terus letak atas dada aku. Aku mcm excited terus pegang..tak kisah semua blood and lendir2 melekat kat tangan. So excited. And that was the moment!! Alhamdulillah.. Lepas tu, doc selesaikan tugas tugas dia.. and my eyes couldn’t stop looking at my baby. Oohh , he’s so cute..almost like his daddy. I cried…

the second he came out from me... my precious baby

the second he came out from me... my precious baby

And his name

And his name is FARRELL ADDEAN

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3 hari sebelum due date~~

July 6th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Genap 39mgu 4 hari. lagi 3 hari my EDD. Tapi major signs?? Noooooooooo….. Sabar je la. 2 hari lepas nenek, mama in law and bro in law dh selamat pegi umrah. Mama ingat dpt tgk cucu sblm pegi umrah, nmpknye mama kene tunggu lagi. InsyaAllah, maybe baby kuar by this week. huhu

Today, Isnin. Hubby kuar keje cm biase. Around 730am. Kesian dia kene travel jauh to putrajaya. Nk buatcamane bee, u have to. hehe. Hari cm bosan pulak. Mcm tak tahu nk buat apa. Dgn cuace, mak aiii..panas gile! Aku jadi kepanasan dlm bilik. Hari2 mcm tunggu timing bomb meletop. Everynite ternanti nanti apa2 tanda utk melahirkan. Tapi HAMPA.. hihi. But then, i’m ok with it. Pk je baby ni sgt happy dlm perot. Maybe dia nk kuar ontime. Or maybe nk duduk lame sket. Mummy harap you’ll come out soon. Sian mummy and daddy tau.

LAst weekend my abg and kak ipar balik. And i’ve been told that my kakak ipar whose now 28weeks pregnant takkan deliver normal. dia akan di operate by 38weeks. sb dia ni kes khas. she gets pregnant by IVF. Since both of them have been married almost 9 years, IVF telah memberi sinar baru utk diorg. Thank you doc!! hehe. And i’m very thankful sb boleh pregnant normally. Alhamdulillah~~.

Tak sampai smgu dua lagi, me and boyfren akan tukar status! we gonna be mummy and daddy! yeay!! berat tu tanggungjawab tu. takleh turning back! kalau keje, bosan, leh benti. Ni kalau dh ade anak sdiri, bosan ke apa, leh ke nk buang? oh no , oh no! hehe. Nak tak nak..kene terima juga kan. Allah dh tentukan nasib dan rezeki masing2. anak pun dikira rezeki terbsar dr tuhan. amanah paling berharga yg tuhan kasi. dr sining la dpt kite test power. huhu~~

Ah..malas lagi nkmengarut. kebosanan dh sampai takat max. tido pun dh tak boleh. apa lagi nk buat? nk berkemas pun dh penat. huhu~~.

gtg, tata

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39 weeks pregnant. Still going strong.. hehe

July 2nd, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Today genap 39mgu aku bergelar ibu mengandung. Makin hari makin dekat tarikh itu. And anytime baby ni akan kuar dr perot ku. Dlm hati… ade terdetik rase sayu sb soon baby akan kuar and he’s no longer inside me. I’m gonna miss stroking my huge tummy whenever i want. Wpun a bit uncomfy bile perot dh sarat cmni, tapi nikmat mengandung dpt atasi perasaan tu. Huhuk.. syahdu pulak. But its ok..when its time baby nk kuar, mummy dh ready for it. Daddy pun sama. Hari hari mcm kene alert dgn ‘alarm’. haha. cm tunggu timing bomb pulak. keh keh.

Perot yg hampir cecah 39mgu...

Perot yg hampir cecah 39mgu...

Since my boyfren is here,almost everynite kami kuar jalan2. Seronok..having quality time together before we become fulltime parent. Sure parenthood is tough. InsyaAllah..kami akan lakukan yg terbaik. Amin..

Tangan dh 'gemok - gemok'. huhu

Tangan dh 'gemok-gemok'

Keluar jalan-jalan setiap hari.. hehe

Keluar jalan-jalan setiap hari.. hehe

Kisses to baby?

Kisses to baby?

Yesterday, is my check up day. Doc said, everything is normal. my water pun cukup lagi utk support baby. And my baby seems very happy inside me. By this time, bile dia buat movement sket je, i can feel him. Mmg sgt rase! i think he’s now counting days to pop out on his chosen date. Haha. kan baby? And baby respon dgn my voice. I wake him up whenever i want to check on him. Sb risau juge, kalau dia selalu senyap kan. Bile dia gerak sket tu, lega la… huhu. So, my time belum tiba lagi. Doc said to wait until my due date.. so we’ll meet again on July 8th. Hope in this 7 days, aku akan give birth dah. If not, kene bincang all the options. Will wait longer if no complication. Mummy sabar lagi…

And a news to share, a close fren of mine, CT dh pun selamat melahirkan baby sulungnya. Due date date lagi 2mgu. A week after me. Tp dia ade complikasi, need to deliver the baby earlier cos water dia dh tak cukup. So, she need to be induced and Alhamudulillah, she gave birth on JUly Ist ( around 12.30am). TAhniah ct~~

Ct and her hubby..

Ct and her hubby..

And their cute little junior. Born on July 1st 2009. So cute~~~

And their cute little junior. Born on July 1st 2009. So cute~~~

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38weeks: Feeling yg Campur aduk

June 25th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

hello there. Hari ni Jumaat. tepat 38mgu pregnant. Waaa…2weeks to go. Cepat sguh! Tp knp aku rase mcm lambat?? Lambat sgoh nk rase signs of labour. Btw.. in June..mcm2 perasaan aku ade. Nak tulis in point form la~BUlan ni sy sgt happy kerana :-

Perasaan tak sabar sb :-

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36 weeks pregnant and saya dh tak sabar~~

June 11th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Today I’m 36weeks pregnant and still, aku non-stop kata kat babyboy “nnt lagi dua mgu, keluar ye..”. hehe. Bagus tak? As hubby tercinta dh balik mgu depan..so if baby nk kuar pun, it’s the best timing! By that time pun, baby dah term, so tak kisah la. Bukan nye aku nk suh baby kuar premature kan. Smlm I went for my every-to weeks check up. I went there a bit early as appointment @8.30-9.00am. Pegi sane sampai kul 8.45am. Abah yg hantar sb aku tak larat nk cari parking kat HUKM tu. So, abah drop me and he took off. Nnt abah amik balik lepas dh siap. Well, from rumah-HUKM..dekat je. Jeling dr rumah…dh nmpk HUKM. Haha. That’s why aku amik HUKM as my hospital for my 1st baby. Btw.. bile dh sampai sane, cm biase..aku terus g buat regular test. Urin test, blood pressure and weighing. Nampaknye..dlm mase 2mgu, I gained 1kg. So far OK la. Overall my pregnant body weight gain belum lebih 15kg. Since awal smpi skrg, total weight gain is 12kg. Byk gak tu.. mmg agak gemok la. Tapi takpe..aku tak risau…lepas bersalin, baru pk cmne nk maintain balik. Skrg pk biar baby sihat je. Kang terlalu jaga badan ms pregnant, baby pulak tak cukup zat. Betul tak? Kalau dulu sblm kawen leh berusaha utk kurus…takkan dh kawen, dah bersalin, malas pulak kan? InsyaAllah..aku akan berusaha. Utk diri sendiri dan suami! Auw,class gitu. Hehehe. Sambung story check up.. lepas buat regular tests tu, kene jumpe doc pulak. Hari ni cm ramai pulak org aku tgk. Apsal tetiba cm ramai pulak yg boyot? Diorg ni dtg last minit ke pe? So aku tgu je turn aku. Tgh syok tgu tu, aku ternampk Leya. Leya sape? Ala..Leya hotfm tu. Besar juge la perot dia. Lonjong je. Tapi maintain pakai jeans lagi. As reported, she expecting twins this year. Mmg obvious la dr bentuk perot dia. Jalan pun nmpk cm berat je. Terkangkang2 pulak tu. Hehe. But she&hubby look very sweet. Aku tak tegur pun..tgk dr jauh je. Segan la nk tegur2. Cm jakun je.. hahaha. Percaya atau tidak, dr kul 8.45am aku smpi..dekat kul 11.30am baru aku dpt jumpe doc. Mak ai.. mmg ramai dan lame tunggu. Dh rase cm nk terberanak dh aku kat situ. Nsb le tempat ni tak mcm general hospital yg crowded tu. At least kat klinik ni, very privacy..senyap je. So, takde la tension sgt kan. Dh bosan lame sgt, aku lapar…then aku g café dia beli sandwich and mineral water. Makan la aku sorg2. Terharu dan tersentuh pulak dgn diri sendiri sb aku dtg sorg2 je buat check up. Org lain semua bertempek dgn hubby buat check up. Huhu. Nak buat camane…hubby jauh… L

Sampai my turn jumpe doc, she was very friendly dan layan aku dgn baik. ( tak sia-sia book dia jadi bidan ). Hehe. Dia consult mcm biase. Just this time, she gave me her Hp number. Sb dh hujung2 ni, takut emergency ke pe, leh direct call@sms dia. She said..if anything happen between this 2weeks, perluterus contact dia or terus masuk emergency. Then, she’ll come to me. Mase dia check perot aku, she said like this “ em..boleh tahan besar ye baby puan. Lets me see brp kg dah dia skrg..” . pastu , dia scan. Well.. baby dah 2.7kg. Not bad. And not that big. Still ok. Tapi pontensi utk besar ade lagi. Sb kalau ikotkan due date, aku still ade dlm4 mgu lagi. So..kalau baby gain 300-400gram perweek..em..dah brp tu? Hahaha. Tak nak kire…. J.Aku ade tanye dia pasal bersalin awal..adakah fenomena ini genetically sama ?Sb aku bitau doc yg mama aku jenis bersalin awal 2 mgu and my 2nd brother pulak sebulan awal. Doc kate, yes..! Kalau aku ikot mama, kemungkinan besar, aku pun bersalin 2mgu awal. Soo………DUA MINGGU LAGI LA NI!! Yeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy……..~~!!

Dalam ke’excited’an nk tunggu baby kuar…aku juge excited utk tunggu kepulangan suami tercinta. Hehe. Kali ni, dia bukan balik sekejap tau..sampai bila2 gitu. Alangkah sonotnye hidup. Alhamdulillah, berkat doa pelbagai pihak (chewaaahh), hubby dah dapat transfer balik ke semenanjung. He will be working at MOH (bahagian kawalan penyakit). Kali ni dia kene keje betul2 depan mata boss besar. Hehe. Selama ni keje kat hulu betong tu, relax je. Em, lepas ni rase la cmne keje dibwh penyeliaan bigboss kat ministry! Btw..aku nk betulkan persepsi org2 yg suke kate bekerja gov ni relax, sorry people, its not year50’s lagi tau. Kalau dulu, ye, org gomen mmg keje relax. Bak kate org..makan gaji bute je. Tapi skrg..jgn under estimed org gomen ni. Kitorg keje sama je cm swasta tau. Keje dh tak boleh tangguh, kene effisien, kene tepat dan sgt berdispilin. Kalau la masih wujud org2 yg masih dgn sikap lame sbg ‘org gomen’, itu bukan staff baru.Itu mungkin org-org lame yg selalu mengamalkan amalan yg tak elok dlm keje. Kdg2 bende2 yg org nmpk ni la akan buat org pk “keje gomen senang…relax..cukup bulan, makan gaji je..elaun banyak pulak tu!”. Kepada sesiapa yg masih bertanggapan begitu, sila la masuk keje gomen, tgk & rase sdiri mcmne flow keje and cara kerja kami disini. Hehehe. Alamak..terlebih ceramah pulak.

About hubby tercinta, dia akan mula keje dlm bulan Jun ni..tapi dia kene setelkan beberapa perkara di srwk before dia balik ke tpt keje baru. Perkara mustahak ialah urusan penghantaran brg2 rumah from srwk ke KL. Byk juge brg dia nk packing and bwk balik. Tapi takpe..aku tak risau, dia boleh uruskan. Bcos , my hubby ni very detail and spesific. Berkemas mengalahkan pompuan..aku pun tak mcm dia. Hehe. ( kalau baby baceblog ni..mesti bangga! Hahah). Dlm smgu dua ni, aku bz sgt. Kat ofis bz, kat rumah bz, hjg mgu bz. Apa aku buat? Kat ofis mmg tak penah takde keje. From morning-evening, non stop. Kat rumah, selalu bkemas utk preparation baby lahir. Hjg mgu pulak, sibuk keluar cari rumah sewa utk me,hubby&baby. Plannye..selepas pantang, mmg nk move out dr rumah parents. Tak nak duduk dgn parents dah. Hihi. Nak duduk berdikari. Plus, aku&hubby dh ade keje tetap..so no worries! Wink!

Em..apa lagi ek. Lately..aku dh mula rase tak selesa sekitar perot and belakang. Org kate, dh hujg2 cmni, mcm2 la rase.itu,ini, semua tak kene. Biase la. Hehe. Tapi aku sabar..bile pk nnt dh nk ade baby sdiri, rase seronok pulak. Hasil cinta dgn hubby la katakan. Hahaha. Kalau tak cinta ni, takde nye sampi buncit cam ni. Kah kah kah kah~~

So, harapan jangka pendek sblm bersalin ni:

·Kat ofis, tak nk ade keje tertangguh ( sb tak suke pass keje kat org lain. Nnt diorg buat tak betul, aku jugak yg tak puas hati.). So, semua keje, aku aku setelkan secepat mungkin. Kalau leh siap hari yg sama, aku akan siapkan hari tu jugak.

·Kene make sure, beg yang nk bw ke hospital nnt tu, dh 100% complete. Sb smpi skrg, aku just kemas brg2 utk baby je. Mummy baby belum tau nk masukkan brg2 pe. Haha. Kain batek je kot? Anyone??

·Nk cfirmkan rumah sewa ni. Dh dapt few options, tapi belum pasti nk amik yg mane satu. Hopefully, by this weekend dh sign agreement! Amin~~

·Dapat jumpe hubby mgu depan!! Kalau by 24hb belum bersalin…kitorg nk g dating tgk TRANSFORMERS!!! Heheehhe. Sonotnye… baby boy kalau g tgk wyg, mesti dia aktif dlm perot. Last time mase g tgk wyg..dia sgt aktif! Hahaha. ( tp jgn pulak aku terberanak dlm theatre! huhu

Ok..thats all for now. Kalau dh bersalin mgu depan… lame lagi nk berblog. Penat gak mengarang ni. Tapi takpe..akan ku bw labtop ni kemana shj. Huhu!!

tatata

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its check up day~~!!

May 28th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

today is my visit to see my bakal bidan aka Doc. Lame tak intai baby ni. Last skali intai baby mase buat 3D tu. Mummy rindu nye nk tgk baby lagi. hehe. mgu ni i’m about 34weeks pregnant. Wah…tersgt la hampir waktu itu. Tapi takpe…i should stay calm and be prepared to face any possibility. Bak kate mek Kak smlm..lain org..lain pengalaman. Huhu. Hari ni…i’ll ask Doc Ani semua option ms labor nnt. mane tau kot kot ade apa apa ke kan. at least…kite dh ready dgn option yg ade. Yg penting..baby is savely taken out from me. AKu dok kisoh doh apa apa pon. So..kejap lagi la ni nk g. Hehe…

I'm big big lady with a baby in my tummy...(sing everybody!!)

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Dah balik … Mase g buat check.. Alhamdulillah..semua OK. I gain about 2kg since last month. Ok la.. compare bulan lepas aku nak mendadak 5kg~ hahaha. Baby boy is now about 2.3kg. No wonder la berat je perot aku… aku bygkan berat dia dgn 2pek gula yg ade kat dapur tuh. Fuh..mmg berat! hahaha. Sebulan je lagi..mmg lagi berat la…. Aku borak2 dgn doc. This time aku ade byk ms borak2 dgn doc as she’ll be midwife. Plus…aku dh masuk specialist…so tak payah berebut dgn patient lain..huhu~~ EM..ms consultation..she told me that epidural is good for mom yg nk deliver anak first. So..aku pun mcm..OK. Maybe i’ll consider that. Dia bitau yg elok amik epidural as nnt kite akan penat duk tahan sakit utk push. Labor pain mmg lame for 1st born…so, she said its best for me kalau amik… hhahaha. Mayb aku amik kot!! Tgk la cmne…

My fibroid pun tak develop sgt. Doc kate..semua OK. Jgn risau. Fibroid tu tak kacau baby. NNt dh bersalin…doa akan monitor fibroid tu. kdg2 dia akan surut balik. If dia tak surut…nnt doc akan bincang dgn aku apa tindakan seterusnye… ( skema pulak ayat…) hehe.

So….as i’m 34weeks now…doc dh besar lagi 3 mgu ni…dh kene standby dh! dont go travel atau jalan jauh2 sgt. sb potensi nkkuar awal tu dh ade…AKu pun dh rase smcm je perot aku lately…backpain…sgt terase…sakiiittt~~~lenguh~~~ huhuhu. ” Baby boy…cukup mase keluar ye…jgn tunggu lame2 ..kuar ek…as healthy and montel2 boy!!” hahahaha

Ini adalah sekadar selingan:

This is my lazy and “perasan-mcm-org-like” cat.

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i’m closer to EDD

May 24th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

33weeks+3. Wah~sungguh cepat! hari ni dan smlm heaven gile bagi aku. aku leh bangun lambat and sesuke hati nk tido kul brp. malam ni kene masuk tido awal…esok keje lagi~~ huhuk..bowink nye. Still adapting dgn keje. Since sudah bebrapa bulan aku bertapa kat umah bagi service kat suami and mmbesarkan perot ini. hahaha

Since my due date dh dekat, hjng mgu ni aku kuatkan jiwa mmbuka tag tag baju ang segala barang2 baby nk tgk mane yg boleh aku letak dlm beg. Fuh..rupenye dh byk baju newborn. Hopefully, takde la lagi org bagi aku baju newborn. sb kejap je bole pakai kan. Malam tadi…aku rendam kejap je baju baju baby. gune shower foam je. mama kate…bukan nk ilangkan kotoran pun. Adeh~~buleh tahan lenguh tangan aku menjemur baju baju kecik itu. Aku terfikir, lepas ni mmg kene jadi rutin la jemur baju baju kecik gini. lenguh tu!!!! halus halus je… hahaha

Hari ni…sudah kering baju baju dan sekalian pakaian baby. belum dilipat. aku malas. (kenapakah aku malas??? maybe sb anok aku laki ke>>). apa2 pun malam ni aku akan lipat sblm tido. hihi. Beg pun belom ku pilih nk gune yg mane satu. org lain masuk 7 bulan dh beriya riya buat beg spital…aku dh 8bulan + pun belom lagi. Mulut je kate nk bsalin awal. huhu

Em..lately ni…otak selalu berkata, please baby…dh siap nk kuat tu…kuar la cepat. kalau dh term at 37 or 38weeks tu, kuar la cepat2. Mummy dh start rase tak selesa ni. Sakit kadg2 kat ari ari malam2. Aku ni pulak jenis tak tahu nk differentiate, itu bracton hicks ke apa. ke sb baby dh berat, so tekanan dlm perot tu buat aku tak selesa. dh mcm2 cara aku tido…smpi dh tak tahu pose cmne lagi nk bagi tido lena. Since my home tak de air cond (erk!), aku pasang je kipas kuat and tido dengan tingkap terbuke luas!! hahaha. wpun slama ni , mmbuke tingkap itu bukan type aku. (sebab aku ni penakot). hihihi

Skrg ni, tido tido je, mesti dpt mimpi itu ini. menurut pembacaan aku…normal la dlm tempoh skrg ni, kalau kite mimpi mcm2. So..normal la kan. Cume kdg2 mimpi ni buat kite neves je…mcm real pun ade. hahaha. Apa2 pun..mimpi ni just mainan mimpi. Depends otak kite gak cmane. Dh hari hari duk pk bende yg sama..so , mimpi la mcm2. tapi aku tak pecaya la bende bende mengarut ni. yg penting, percaya kepada yg satu. ALLAH. Dia je yg Maha Tahu… so kenapa nk pecaya kat bende lain.

EM…oh baby boy ( nama takkan di reveal lagi..), mummy & daddy harap kamu keluar dgn senang ye. make sure jgn bagi mummy sakit lame2 ek. kalau boleh tunggu daddy sampai dulu. Dia nk sgt pegang kamu fresh fresh dr perot mummy. huhu~~ nnt daddy azan kan kamu ye…

MUMMY loves DADDY = YOU

** smlm baru je bincang…bile nk dpt 2nd child?? hahaha. too soon la daddy…lets us having this little one dulu…

ok..gtg..dh magrib.

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WORK~~~ & When i’m 32weeks pregnant~~

May 17th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Sudah lame tidak ku post entry baru. Actually dh post satu hari tu. sket punye panjang aku naip…tetiba tak dpt nk upload. kurg asam betul. aku punye la lame dok pk nk letak apa dlm post tu. so this time, harap2 tak jadi bende yg sama la. Malas betul k repeat byk kali.

Ok..so far, aku dh masuk keje baru. 1st week, aku kat kementerian je tunggu kat mana aku kene posting. So..dlm mgu yg sama aku pon dpt tau aku diletakkan di jabatan area Kl shj. fuh~sgt dekat dgn rumah. so.no hal la. tak payah aku struggle nk hadapi jem tiap2 pagi. db kalau aku dpt area HQ, jenuh gak ngadap jem seblm smpi damansara tu.

masa kat PICC. ada majlis dgn PM. mase ni baru je masuk keje.

masa kat PICC. ada majlis dgn PM. mase ni baru je masuk keje.

Mgu kedua, aku terus kene g kursus pendek kat johor. 1st time smpi kat Kluang. heheh. tempat not bad la. Aku pulak takde rumet time ni. bermaharajalela la aku dlm bilik. tapi malam2 aku tido bilik kwn gak. hahaha. takut la tido sorg2. kihkihkih ( tq ye diyana & nini sb kasi tumpang tido dgn perot ku sebegini…) hahaha

mase kursus, sgt best..sb mase aktiviti fizikal, semua preggers kene duk tepi je buat hal masing2. ade lebih kurg 11 org yg preggy. aku antara paling besar perotnye. haha. ade sorang tu dh 8bulan setgh. aku time ni dlm 30mgu gitu. so…ade geng! hehe

em…apa lagi nk story… spjg kursus..mmg seronok la sb ramai kawan2 baru. semua nmpk berkaliber shj. dan semua pakai baju voque2 gitu. aku takleh nk voque sgt le dgn perot cmni. takpe2, lepas ni aku akan slim down..pakai baju lawa2 gitu! awwww~~

same batch: KPKT

same batch: KPKT

ptg ptg lepas bersukan. wah!!aku try cover perot tu! takdpt jek!

ptg ptg lepas bersukan. wah!!aku try cover perot tu! takdpt jek!

Begitula sikit sikit story mase kursus. skrg aku dh start keje kat jabatan baru kat KL. sgt dekat dgn umah lebih kurg 15min je driving pagi pagi. kuar kul pagi…dlm kul 720pg sampai le. takde mslh sgt. huhu~~

Ah..bosan pulak ckp pasal keje jek.

Btw..skrg aku dh masuk 32weeks. wah..kejap nye rase. so..kalau ikotkan perhitungan dlm 7-8mgu lagi la. fuh!!neves juge ye~~ hehe. Tapi dlm neves2 tu…mmg sgt teruja juge. dh sgt tak sabar pulak nk pegang bay sdiri. asyik rase dr dlm perot je ni. PAstu..tak sabar nk jumpe suami tercinta gak ni. dh sebulan dh tak jumpe. huhu~~

Dalam keadaan sarat cm ni.. macam2 aku rase. Penat, berat, kadg2 nk aktif sket mmg tak boleh la sb susah nk carry berat mcm skrg. Harap2 lepas bsalin…boleh slim down cepat2. huhu~~

Aduhai perot boyot ku....

Aduhai perot boyot ku....

Tidak kusangka, perot ku boleh jadi sebesar ini~~ well, 8weeks to go!!!

Tidak kusangka, perot ku boleh jadi sebesar ini~~ well, 8weeks to go!!!

Well…itu saje la takat ni. perot ku rase senak pulak tetiba. hehe. teringat kat kawan yg baru lahirkan baby nye.

“KAk, tahniah sb akhirnye berjaya juge kuarkan LEx yg comey tu. Tunggu turn aku pulok dok lame lagi.”

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Pregnancy, 3D scan and New career

April 26th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Tomorrow i’ll start the whole new chapter in a way of recreating my career. Its been a while i havent been in front of pc doing work, meeting, bla bla. Just ronggeng mak kiah since january. Haha. Today i went to maternity shop with mama to buy new appropriate dress&blouse for my new office attire. Seems like maternity wear arent my best interest tho. Hahaha. Tp nk buat cmne…belly still growing. Semua baju kurung dh tak muat bcos of my huge waistline and bump. As i’ll be working for 2 months before my maternity leave, so i dont want to buy any new baju kurung, so i ask mama to buy few new dress and will wear those until my little hero comes. Hehehe. Mama & i walked for 3-4 hours picking and choosing the best dress as i couldnt wear pant to my office. Goverment maaa…payoh sunggoh la.! i ended up buying i 1 long dress, 1 long skirt, 3 new tudung, brooches, blouse and some private parts.. hahaha. I bought few blouses earlier and i think, those will be my ‘baju kebangsaan’ until my due date. ( tak sabar nak pakai balik baju kebaya..baju kurung…bla bla bla). hehehe

Yesterday, i went to Shah Alam to do my 3D scan. After a long waiting lines i have to face..me and sister in law went to see the sonographer. I was very impatient and eager to see my little one’s private part as suddenly  few days ago HUKM staff told me that my baby is a girl! NO WAY!! I double checked with Doc Fatima last time tau…ITS A BOY , ITS A BOY!!! ( neves beb, sb dh banyak beli barang yg baby boy nye…huhuhu). So.. after few minutes, the sonographer at UMRA MEdical CEnter, S Alam do some scanning, she gave me teh answer.No what? OF COS ITS A BOY…! No doubt…as i can clearly see his bird and scrotum on the screen. ( Teruk la org HUKM ni..scan scan, sesuka hati ckp baby aku girl!!).

With the comfirmation, now release sket sesak nafas aku. hahaha. Tapi yg tak seronoknye bile aku ade terima satu khabar yg tak best. From the scanning session, the sonographer notice yg aku ade ketulan fibroid kat dlm rahim. Its about 4×2cm saiz dia. Terkejut juga. Tapi she said it wont harm the baby sb baby duduk dlm ’sac’ dia. Then, doc kat situ consult aku to do details scanning on the fibroid dlm next visit. Biar my doc tau sama ada the ketulan membesar atau tidak. Neves juga..sb pelbagai kemungkinan boleh berlaku. Tapi she said…not to worry as there’ll be ways to solve and doc will give me options on how to treat this fibroid. ( adakah aku kene ceaserian?? ). Doakan aku ye….

Tanpa mmbuang masa, aku terus cari info pasal bende ni…and i found this:-

What is a fibroid tumor?
A fibroid tumor, also known as leiomyoma or myoma, is a mass of compacted muscle and fibrous tissue that grows on the wall (or sometimes on the outside) of the uterus. It can be as small as a pea or as large as a grapefruit. Fibroid tumors occur in 50 to 80 percent of women.

Will a fibroid tumor complicate my pregnancy?
Fibroids usually develop prior to pregnancy, though many women don’t know they have one until they have an ultrasound or the fibroid is discovered during a pelvic exam. If you know prior to pregnancy that you have fibroids, ask your doctor whether their size or position could cause problems, and which symptoms to watch for.

Most women who have one or more of these noncancerous growths experience no pregnancy complications because of them. For the 10 to 30 percent of pregnant women with fibroids who do end up having complications, the most common is abdominal pain, which occasionally may be accompanied by light vaginal bleeding. The baby is rarely affected unless the bleeding is substantial.

Can a fibroid tumor harm the baby?
Probably not. Even if you do experience symptoms, they most likely won’t affect the baby. However, your risk of miscarriage and premature delivery does increase slightly if you have fibroids. They occasionally cause the baby to be in an abnormal position for delivery. They can also stall labor, or, if they’re located in or near the cervical opening, they may block the baby’s passage. All of these (rather rare) problems can increase the likelihood of cesarean delivery.

How will a doctor treat fibroid tumors during pregnancy?
Painful fibroids are usually treated with bed rest, ice packs, and — when necessary — medication. Your doctor will recommend the treatment that’s safest for you. Symptoms usually subside within a few days.

Fibroids sometimes grow larger during pregnancy, due in part to pregnancy hormones. For reasons that are not well understood, a fibroid may also get smaller during pregnancy. Your doctor may recommend ultrasound examinations to see whether your fibroid is growing or likely to cause complications.

Aku harap aku takde apa2 la. My next visit wil be on 27th of May. So, next month baru tau apa yg patut aku buat or apa kemungkinan2 yg bakal aku hadapi. AKu tak kisah apa2 dah…as long as baby is fine and healthy, i’ll do anything for him. And hubby…dont worry ya…i’ll be fine. Remember, its not a cancerous tumor… hehehe

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My Wedding “the making of..”

April 24th, 2009 by nurulakmarrasli

Hehehe. Suspen je. Bukan aku nk kawen lagi la. saje..aku tgh boring2 ni kan. so aku nk share la beberapa shot gmbr yg takde dlm mane2 blog@album@albumkwen aku@frame gmbr kat sini. Mcm2 la..sonot gak tgk gmbr2 ni. hehehe. So enjoy!! malas nk buat caption…you tell when u see those!! hehehe.

Detail of my wedding 2008:

Nikah : 08.08.08 at 8 am, Pink&off-white, Rumah, Taman Tasek Permaisuri, Putrajaya

Reception Cheras : 16.08.08, Golden King&Queen, Dewan SMTKL.

Reception S.Alam  : 17.08.08, babyblue-hotpink, Seksyen 17, Shah Alam Selangor

That’s all those unedited pics. Eh..ade gak yg edit. hehehe. Touched up by me.. huhu. REception belah shah alam tak sempat nk upload pulak. mengantok nye…sambung later la!! huhu~~

Ok..sambung lagi!! Belah Shah Alam . Here the pics!! huhu~~

So… itu saje la setakat ni. Me&hubby yus have been married almost 8months++. And both of us is expecting a bundle of joy soon. To date, 11weeks from now. I love him so much as never been in love before. Orang kate, kite mesti menghargai semua yg berada di depan kite. hehe. May our married will last forever…and when this little buddy is arrive, makin meriah la life kitorg. Its not us yg kene be prepared dgn baby… tapi baby tu yg kene prepare nk hadapi parents mcm kami ni. Crazy!! hahahahaha~~~ Tp dont worry syg…mummy&daddy always love you.. Please, pop out on your due date ya!! Lets daddy come home first….he really want to see you at the very first second u enter the world… AMIN….

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